If God …

A Trinity of Fish - stained glass window at Maple Grove United Church
If God is a question
calling me, 
I evade
but yearn to answer.

If God is an answer, 
how can I 
live with
what I can’t understand?

If God is a promise
I made under water
can I hold my breath
in the desert?

If God is the whole
and holy world,
how can I birth myself